Saturday, November 17, 2007

time. 730pm i rush home .. took a cab.. which makes me wait for like 30 frigging mins.. peak hour.. traffic jam.. run up the frigging stairs cos the frigging lift wont work.. wait for my dumb maid to open to door cos i dont have the fking key...

rush online and only to hear.. my bestie.. telling me. she cant be bothered anymore cos of what? TIME ZONE. i noe she hates waiting for me. but its beyond my reach! why am i tearing so badly...

i am even blogging again. so that's how hurt i am. ok quit whinning mich.

friendship is tearing apart cus of this fking time zone.. i wanna quit singtel ..
i.. hate being so far away. i hate .. for giving her a gift which actually spoilt and cos me 600 dollars.

i hate myself. for running a high fever and knock out by accident while talking to her.

oh crap.. im fking emo.. too many things running through my head. I DONT NEED PITY BY THE WAY. I JUST VENTING .. what a horrible nightmare. .. ..


omfg this hurts so bad.. why..

3:31 AM
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

wish someone who knew that i'm in pain

guess that is highly impossible since i hardly blog here..

i'm frigging lost

i dono where to go

Nayang Technological University? only the smart asses can go there

managment uni? - is it even my interest

work = can i even survive?

part time study - is it even worth it?!


ARGH FREAK MAN. screw singapore la!

6:13 AM
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Monday, January 29, 2007

Todays's mood = Bored..
class is such a bore now.

maybe it's the monday blues or something and not to mention it's been raining like mad throughout the past 3 days. so frigging cold and , i wana eat ice cream~!! T_T ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh



now suppose to have lunch break but have no appetite to eat.....
got alot more reports to settle and can you believe it?! i got like, hell lots of things to do after my projects, like upcoming exams preparations, report writing, lab sheet submission. clear the lockers, blah blah and the lists goes on..
shrugss


what else happen today..
oh ya! check this out, can you believe this is actually a tree? remember, this is a gd lesson to learn. "drink too much water is unhealthy" :X *HINT*





now i'm off to slp.. ya correct, i'm slping on the desk during my 1 hr break. since my other half is busy lol! oh nooooo when she starts sch , it's going to be my turn waiting for her... uh ohhhhhhhh nooooooooo die, i think she has more patience than me.. :P jk! :P



Go Chibiis! ;)

12:01 PM
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

today's mood = disappointed :(


sigh. i was so excited going to sydney australia to find my buddies.. but to my dismay, the tour package is so frigging expensive! 1838 dollars per person for one week.. OMG. suicidal. and that includes like.. expenses? food? travelling money?
and for the first four days do nothing but travel.. my mom only wants to shop and goes to cultural places. well... that is what i thought of too.. but.. it seems like there is no such package ..


how unlucky. i cannot imagine spending 4 days in goldcoast.. i understood it takes 1 hr from goldcoast to darling harbour by flight. maybe thats the reason why it's so expensive.. but


the more i try to convince her, the more she might be reluctant to let me go..


i feel so bad.. cos i really look forward to meet them and hang out with them
bowling, pool, arcade, shopping, taking snap shots, visiting places of interests, eating, ice cream,

ahhhhhhhh dang!! wat's fantastic about singapore? blehhh!! >_<



*outkast* i must try to find another way ...

12:20 AM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star

But
What if that star is not to come?
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizons darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light I've yet to see
I know my heart should guide me but
There's a hole within my soul

What will fill this emptiness inside of me?
Am I to be satisfied without knowing?
I wish is then for a chance to see
Now all I need
Is my star to come...

5:28 PM
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yippy!!!!! overrrrrr over!!!!!!!! well at least i can breathe a lil for now..


still have case study and tutorial test to go.. but what the heck! YAHOOO!!!!!! that sickening project is over!


it's overrrrrrrrr it's over!



i dont care i know i having a sore throat but i'm sooooooooooooo getting a icecream
pamper myself !


this is MicH Signing out! (for now) ^_^

12:39 PM
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Today's mood = Nervous




time 930pm, been waiting for half hour..very intense, project unstable.. it's like skating on thin ice, might fell into the ice water anytime..

ahh!! i cant stand it, i cant wait to get out of this mess~! i don't care! after this presentation =if it's a success ,i'm eating swenson icecream~!!!!


then again,tomorrow have tutorial test.. ARGHHH what a crazy week~!

9:30 AM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Today's mood = Afraid


nv ending nightmare... tomorrow is judgement day, everybody including me have to wear formal attire to present the final review on thursday.

i feel terrible. afraid, tired, furious , devastated, lost, and many more.
it's like a crossroad to determine whether i'll pass or fail.

not a good feeling. especially when you know your project is working and it spoils at the wrong time.

sickening feeling. sickening project.


tonight going to stay up until 9pm wont be surprised that i will be stealing powersuppy to work even further past midnight.


i cannot believe i'm getting out of ngee ann soon.

soon i'm going to be independant.
part of me hates studying, anoter part of me cant bear to stop schooling. is this what life is all about?


oh yar! this you all gotta see! it is a picture of me and my buddy sansan played a 188 bpm finishing move.

2:48 PM
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

hey there i'm back again


well project is been rather shitty lately, and i feel like drowning myself in a pail of water.

the teacher kind of gave a huge hint that, should our project didnt work out the way it shoot be, i'm so going to get fried..

sickening isnt it..

my friends whom i care abt are being jerks lately, ok fine watever i cant speak mandrin for nuts. u dont have to give such hurtful comments knowing that i am sensitive to it

bloody shit. sometimes their mouth ought to get rinse by bleach,


oh oh!! i remember now~ gotta download more animation for my new penpal sansan
man she's cute! never fail to amuse me, so, glad that things turn out for the better with her around


audition audition~ here i come!


love is in the air, most of my friends are getting lovey dovey.. actually i feel happy for them but at the same time.. i felt like... gee gee, things really have changed hasnt it?


i feel like i'm a desperate friend.. always wish there's someone out there who genuine cares and not just talk cock and bull story shit infront of me whenever they need help.

Geee. tonight show "the arena" is out! gotta watch it@ the way they argue is damn funny

1:37 AM
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Dear diary


a new year, a new beginning.. but it seems all a deja vu..

as usual frustrated and i sux at letting out my anger.

alot of things has happen though maybe when i really have a time

i promise you i'll write out every lil detiail here. on wat has happen for the past few mths.


2006 is a big mess
hope 2007 will be better



somehow, i miss the days when i was younger.

1:01 AM
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