Friday, November 25, 2005
i've fallen ill, down with a bad flu.. just before the polympics... sux isnt it? to get everything screw up all at once? well... polympics, i thought i could get to see bernice participating.. guess i was wrong.. hmm do u think i'm too harsh with my words? haha bet you have no idea wat kind of crap i have said.. bt doesn't seem it's for the best, because i keep getting nightmares ever since that day.. maybe because of conscience, i dunno.. silly isn't it? ?
well tat's besides the point.. busy busy busy.. going to really be drowned by badminton ... trainings now changed to tues thurs and fri at ang mo kio sec sch.. 7 to 10pm.. nxt week, monday wed fri, and sat, have polympics, yet to be confirm though... man my day sucks..
watched a hell alot of animations to release stress . shiok arrR!!!! bt now no mood for anything... i feel so drowsy and sick...
body is weakening.. my mind is weaker.. going to collaspe soon..
aw man... why now ?!
i cant get up on my feet anymore..i'm so tired that i went down on my knees a few times on my way home from sch today.. i'm so exhausted from so many stuffs... i am tired of feeling worried i am tired of feeling guilty i am tired of so many stuffs...
then again.. i'm unwell so i'm bullshitting
tmr gonna read more manga to relax...
weak me,
MicH