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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
happy new year to everybody!
yup yup get to eat alll the wonderful food.. oh my i sure gain weight at this rate..
actually i have tonsssssss of thins to say bt sadly i'm so tired i dont even know where to start
realli happy to hang out at sally's house for chinese new year.. i was still quiet dono wat to say though.. guess i'll have to try harder to be lamer lol!!
alot of sad things are happenin recently... like friends not appreaching wat i did (and i am not kiddin over this. not being sensitive)
okie la i got badly bullied today
bullied by my god bros, bullied by my mom teased by my friends over one sensitive issue... saw my friend discard a present i made for her. hmmm alot of bad things
bt thannk god i have three wonderful group of ppl
1) my family
2) my badminton kahkee friends/classmates
3) my 1 and onli 1 junsing :)
to you know who..i need u the most at this time..if i'm being bitchy or unreasonable please forgive me.. for i'm dillema ... please catch me when i fall... (Silence) *tears*
8:09 AM
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
ho ho! happy chinese new year everybody!!!! :D may u all get lots of luck and lots of ang bao!! gd luck in ur investment ya!?!!
chinese new year has finally come!! have to admit this year is one year i wont wana miss! this is the first time i'm goin to be introduce to junsing's relative!! actually to tell u the truth i'm realli realli nervous cos impression comes first! have to be at my best behaviour.. i guess some how or rather he is angry with me for being so chicken -.-" sorry dear...
well well back to chinese new year.. my mom dont allow me to eat chicken for cny!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! deprived depriveddddddd ! oh well, i hope my cough gets well soon..
oh yea!!! i loveeeeeeee jacks place!! thanks dear for bringin me there. damn cool!! :D although it burn a hole in ur pocket.. hehe nvm nvm investment coming back later..
sigh suffering from love sick and badminton sick..... >_<
i wonder if the girls wanna chill out at my house this coming tuesday, guess it's pretty too last min.. oh well! once again, gong xi fa cai everybody :)
Cheers,!
MicH loves DaviD
ps: i sux at gambling man so i'm not going to "invest" on anything muahahaha :X
man i'm crazy
8:08 AM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
yup yup in class now slacking.. pretty nervous though,tmr is my mpi lab test... sia larrr 8am in themorning have to go to sch to do...... very very sian arrr
oh yea!! the girls win against sp 3-2, we are going into semi finals!! yeah1!!!!!!!! cool sia! way to go girls!! :D so happy for all of u... great effort nia!! hmm went to macs after the game.. this ivy arr keep throwing ice at the guys... lol cheeky lil girl i actually wanna join in the fun bt i dono how lol!! hai i feel so bad not being able to compete i mean i work as hard as the girls and i get myself unwell and not being able to perform.. sian halfffffff i promise i will get well asap and we shall try to win TP!! heheheh big dream big dream! top 4 already very gd le!! :D
yea yea due to someone complaining ihave not been blogging much... pai seh nia, down with terrible cough.. no mood to blog... so yeap yeap will try to update more frequentlyy
chinese new year is around the corner...woooooooooo hong bao lai lai lai!!
today is a gd day!! :) i hope i can do well in my lab test tommorrow.. and the day will be alllllllll over! :D
okie tats all for today and yesterday...'
oh yea go and watch memors of gesha.. .sad story :D pretty cool too :D
1:05 AM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
well what can i say? been raining heavily for the past few weeks... my cold didnt get any better, infact it has gotten worse... sian half.. 2 days mc.. , not allowed to play badminton. feeling alil frustrated... well my dear came to take care of me today though hehee...
i'm kind of afraid of this fri's mpi lab test... first i failed the common test by TWO Miserable marks... -.-" not onli that.. i admit, i sux at mpi.. really have no confidence...
is running away for more time a better solution? or to struggle the paper instead? screwed up my common tests papers thsi semester, dunno wats wrong with me lately..
i realli need to buck up.. i wanna be well again..TIRED ARRR~~~~~~~ so so so tired.....
ok completely in a mess now.. .bullshitting around... boring arrrrr!
6:20 AM
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
common tests are finally over, bt my worries has just begun , lab tests and competition are around the corner, that is going to drain out alot of energy, however........ since tt is the onli sport i'm confident in, i hope i can give ppl a gd show to watch.. :)
very happy tat alot of ppl turn up at hougang sports hall for training, wasnt tat tedious bt at least we had lots of fun !! bt aiyah raining nia, so horrijible... then i cant go out with my guy to buy hard disk drive...nvm! there's always maple and tmr. wahahaha!
yea i should try to update more ya? been neglecting the blog abit.. just tt aiyah so many things happen in such a short time...
jia you girls!! may we suceed in the up coming match! i have faith in all of ya! :D
7:47 AM
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Monday, January 02, 2006
the sweestest gift i ever receive , from my beloved darling junsing!
lovingggggg u!!! heeeheee :D
the photo which puts a bg smile on my face when i'm down..
5:23 AM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand
2nd day of the year 2006... nothing to be happy abt... went with my dear to aaron's house, wah his mom, young nia.. dont look like a mother of three.. actually wanted to lay mahjong bt i was pretty troubled with studies, bt of course i am most worried for is my guy... down with fever and cough and flu... i'm so so worried... hope he gets well soon.. praying for him everynight that he has the strength and confidence.. if onli i am smarter i would love to teach him, sadly i cant even save myself i even need him to help me with my mcte.. he's just so clever.. i wonder what make him so demoralised..
well hope he will get well soon, miss ya lots...
well .. the day doesnt get any better... u know my mom told me if there are alot of troubles after a certain incident. it was nv meant to be? just like when i want to get a certain handphone , shop nonstop and nv et the price we want and the model.. maybe tts call fate or wat i believe in.. God's will.. i'm not preaching anyway...
let me ask you something...
which comes first?
ur happiness , or the happiness for ur love ones u care for, however by doing so u get hurt instead?
pai seh, talking crap again..
my onli wish ..i want my dear jun sing to be happy, confident and smiling again... cheesy! i wanna make u the happiest guy on earth, !! :D
5:09 AM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
in a mess now...i want to make everyone happy bt it seems that all i do is make everyone upset... i cant sleep, i cant eat..i cant study... i wanted js to be happy and it seems i onli make things worse for everybody..
i'm sorry i cant be perfect.. i'm sorry for everything..
i'll be better next time, please be patient with me..
badminton here i come..
6:19 AM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand