Thursday, April 27, 2006

wassupppppppppp finally i've cleared all my work load for the past few days.. it's tormenting!!! it's not that i'm uncapable of doing it... there's so much to do, so lil time!!

saw all my beloved juniors complaining about sch.. hahahah poor thing *tsk tsk* suddenly i miss those days where i slack in sch, slp in class, pretend i know what the lecturer is talking about.. lecturer doing the taipusan chanting ... the 2 hours break, playing pool, eat at bukit timah market, ho ho!!! and of course the most impt, BADMINTON!!!!!

oh yea, i have to go and reformat my laptop.. i wonder if any kind souls are willing to help me out?? i'm not entitled to have leave during attachment.. T_T

i am beginning to like http://youtube.com haha because i can watch animations online :X

oh yes what else do i miss?? hey hey~! when's the next makan/ badminton session? i try to make it after work.. wanna catch up with all of you on (updates+gossips+practically anything happening in school)

oh yarrrr and of course this important question..

LILING! how? any new shuai ge boy boy for you to grade?? you must have come up with a database with grade A to F right??? no need to kay siao arrrr tat one most impt list right right?
:P


Cheers~
MicH

5:23 PM
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006




Class 6E of 1997 Boon Lay Garden Primary school.. should able to see me though.. it was
her birthday.. A tribute to Miss Haslinda who departed this world on 18th April 2006..
We'll miss you lots...



Dearest Miss haslinda,

I was a foolish girl in primary 6, i actually couldnt stand you because all you do is yell and shoutin front of the whole school. I was someone who is lazy, has terrible handwriting, loud in class, someone with no manners . I bully guys, bt get bullied by girls, you hit me with the cane in class because of my rudeness. However, i realised.. you stood up for me when ppl steal things from me, you like my honesty as i didnt cheat in class.. you were patient with me in the nicest ways when we had remedial lessons, youtook the time to stay back with me to go through maths.

you make me into a better person. you make me realise that respecting ppl is impt. you remind me that violence will bring ppl no where. you are the only one who praised me when i did well in my english composition, you brought my stories into life and make it into an assignment and a learning lesson to everybody. iknew that because... iwas writing about myself when i was in primary six

there is so much i watn to tell you . i visited you every year for teacher's day. always grateful that you supported me when i went to normal acad stream.. through your motivation i forced myself to work hard and i went to express in sec 3. you scolded everybody for making fun of my chinese.. you make me who i am today. you laughed at all our jokes when we wished you happy birthday and happy teachers day

till today i even met you at swensons and i was so happy that you remembered me and you saw me changed into a nerd, rough, short haired girl who wears braces into someone respectable


i am really grateful that through your patience you nv give up on not only me but to everybody

today kai lin told me..

you left this world last tuesday 18 april 2006 with breast cancer

i was too shocked to react i almost fell onto my knees, i cant stop crying.. i almost collaspe...
why such a thing happen to such a nice lady like you? not to mentioned, i just saw you last month! there are so many things the gang and i wana say to you..


life is short.. and.. i'm missing you already...
once again, thank you for everything

we love you ~!




Love,
Michelle

5:56 AM
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

wooooo

http://web.tickle.com/tests/memory/flash.jsp

Michelle, you remembered 78% of the information in the Memory Test.

But research shows there's a lot you can do to improve your memory. And if you do, it can help you function in more ways than you'd think. There are 6 main types of memory, which help us interpret and store different types of information. You scored highest in reading memory. That kind of memory allows you to interpret the meaning of a reading passage, and store a general sense of it for later use while you continue to read along. If interrupted, you're better able than others to recall what you've just read. This type of skill also makes it easier for you than others to remember specific facts and details that you pick up from reading. But this represents just one of the six categories of memory that keep your mind sharp and allow you to function every day. How well did you do in the other areas? How can you improve your memory to make life easier and keep your brain active? What does the way you process information say about you?

8:56 PM
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Question of the day~! no answer to this. unless it's really convincing i'll accept it



i have an indian muslim friend.
she claims, she cannot eat chinese vegetarian food because there is no sign saying it's halal

the catch: vegetarian? duh?? vege = no meat? no meat = not pig?

her defence = lard oil = pig, = religous beliefs therefore, cannot consume

then again lard oil = part of the pig = not vege?? = how can it be vegetarian in such a case



LONG story short... = is chinese vegetarian stalls halah? cos there's no meat involve??

tag me!~


MicH

6:24 PM
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i'm feeling like a pig any soon

get up, work, home, sleep,
get up, work, home, sleep..

and the list goes on.....

can you imagine out of the total 9 hours of work.. you sit on the chair and stare at the com from 9-12, get up, go to the canteen, buy lunch which is probaby 5 - 10 mins , sit down again and eat until 1255pm, get up and go to work at 1pm. then you sit down and stare at the computer until 518 pm, get up, walk to the bus stop for 15 mins, sit down on the company bus again?

oh man! at tat rate all the fats are going down to my butt!!! i'm starting to feel heavy already

ARGH!!!!! this is worse being a couch potato , at least if you lie on your bed you are more balance?!! T_T shrugs!!!!!


i dont wnat to be a bum~~ not like this


Cheers,
MicH

argh i need to play some badminton!!

6:20 PM
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the ways to slackerism

hmmmm also not so true leh... i still feel i'm a lazy bumm haha oh no.. i'm doing test like nobody's business! -.-""


http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=slacker


Hey -- you're no slacker. You're just fronting. Lucky for you, you're not too uptight either. You've struck that wonderful balance between slacking off and keeping busy. It's not an easy task, so congratulations. Your efficiency and determination let you work in a timely manner. And that laid-back approach means that you'll never get too stressed out. Sometimes you're pulled in two different directions, but you know how to handle it. You can take control of a situation without strangling it. This healthy style of work will lead to both success and happiness. What more could you want?

6:06 PM
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hahahahhaah ROFL!!!
Tell me youre results about this test!!
it's SO nt true for me!! -.-"" took it twice and different ans, still get same results
T_T

http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=emoticonogt




Michelle, the emoticon that represents you best is the Winking Face

Well, hello there (wink, wink). Aren't you quite the flirt? Maybe you reserve your talents to the online realm where you can be somewhat anonymous and sly. Or maybe you're just great at turning on the charm virtually anywhere — online or off. Why shouldn't you?Flirting is an art, and when done well, it makes people feel good. Besides, it's fun and it seems to be something you're good at. Your clever comments and quick thinking make you a favorite friend. So, continue batting those eyelashes, winking that eye, and making others feel like a million bucks, hot stuff!

5:54 PM
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA


You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.


http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/

12:36 AM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Michelle, your most unique quality is that you're unusually Agreeable


You believe that people are inherently good and tend to listen to your heart in important matters. You are gentle and have a sincere desire to help and trust others. You are straightforward but don't tend to brag about yourself or your lot in life. You're amenable to people's suggestions, and you are good at helping people realize their own talents, which only makes people like you more. Compared to others who are agreeable, you are unusually altruistic. Only 2.3% of all test takers have this unique combination of personality strengths.
While this says a lot about you, there is much more to you than this. The 5-Factor IPIP Personality Test measures you on 30 unique personality traits, backed by over 70 years of personality research. This enables us to provide you with the most thorough, in-depth personality assessment available to you.

http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=fivefactorogt

6:20 PM
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Michelle, your love personality type is ISFJ

About 7% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.Being an ISFJ, you can be the ultimate team player. This may be largely due to the deep and abiding loyalty you tend to exhibit toward the important people in your life. It can also be a result of the typical ISFJ philosophy that puts the needs of the group before your own desires. The bonds you share with people can run deep, so even those you don't see very often may be considered dear friends. Chances are, your loyalty and caring toward others is duly noted. It's no surprise that people naturally gravitate to such a warm spirit.In relationships, you appear to use both your head and your heart. It can pain you to see those close to you unhappy and you'll often go out of your way to take care of others. However in your case, being caring doesn't necessarily mean being gushy or overly sentimental. More often, you believe that your actions will simply speak for themselves

http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=lovetypeogt


wahhhh~! more to come ^_^

6:18 PM
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

okay!!! due to alot of complains from AHEM AHEm ahh chooo!!!! *censored censored* i've FINALLY changed my blogskin, it's something different and at least better than nth... so no complains arrrrrrr~! wait till i fnd a better one at home then i'll update further, so for now enjoy yourself!

first day of work,, gosh sian half!! killing time, wish i could pangya, or i could do something which kills time... better than staring at the computer and do nth.... straining me eyessssss roar!

ho ho! 24th april, going back to sch alreadyyyyyy~! hoho! suddenly i miss the sch food, CHARTERED FOOD CANNOT MAKE IT!! you tiao look like rubber you tiao, butter crossiant looked like they pump air inside... roti prata, which are soggy, ...... the air is still here... o wth?

beep beep **** ***!#!5^#$@ #$%#* %# @ beep~ and the list goes on and on you get the hint~


tak to me mannnnnn flood my testimonial friendster, flood the tag, sms me?! email me? anything!!


roar!


Cheers~

MicH

8:24 PM
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

hah at work again.. hmmm let me see


oh yea!! been bombing quite a few friends' blogger and testimonial.. muahahahha sadis me

and yea yea! i've offically told mr thomas tan that the new captain will be Sally! i'm proud of them yup yup!!!

hmmm pulau ubin no need passport?! oh man! the deception!! the betrayal!! i should have gone!! means i can smuggle myself out there!! aiyahhhhh! oh well

li ling! maggie! training is gd for you! muahaha nt like me become some couch potato, cannot join you guys ... when sch starts are you all training in sch??? cos oops i better ask mr thomas tan which day the court is booked for us, OH NO!! dumb teacher everything always i have to take the initiative to find out.. erm anybody going for the sat badminton ? gotta need you all to be spy and pull them in.. and yes! do smth to the board to show tat ivp badminton is alive? haha! the fate of ivp team lies in your hands already =)


hmm felt pressurize last night.. cos my dad is jobless for 2 mths and my mom is supporting the family..i still dare not ask her how is the scanning ,, she been realli moody and keep scolding me out of the blue. wish i could say is menopause bt i feel pretty helpless.. major or minor prob is still a prob which every human being has to go through right? so yup yup feeling pretty emotional,, if i ever nv think before i speak , pls forgive me.. pretending to be happy is a tough thing to do nw for me.. she yelled at me saying not to spend so much money on unecesary stuffs but the thing is , i was actually saving, i hide my money somewhere else.. and i tried to starve so that i can save these money for her.. she just dnot appreciate wat i do... all she sees me as someone who spends uneccessary and spend on ppl bt nv thought of saving.. that is wrong wrong wrong!!!! bt i cant blame her, she is going through alot of pressure,


my dad is such a bum. cant he at least go for a temp job? at least there are income in the family, he king ar? asshole.. STOP SMOKING AND DRINKING LA ... get a life!! all you do is pressurize mom with all the bills... gd for nth !! trying is not gd enough ok.. all you do is make the house in a mess and find fault with everybody.. SELF pity.. !! then wat about me?? u think you are the onli one with the problem? it's because of YOU YOU YOU ! i get all the pressure cos i'm the only kid... i tried so hard to do things to make you all feel better in the end get shot in return..wats the use ? pointless!!


what can i do to tell you all that i love you. i love mom, dad, bro, grandma... but stop scolding me stop pressurizing me, stop finding fault with me!!!! just stop!!!
it's driving me crazy...!!!



Cheers

MicH

7:57 PM
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Monday, April 10, 2006

oh my, time passes really fast and eeeek!! since work, it was so bad that i dont even know the date, i have not seen the sun for a month.. cos i wake up at 630am , go to work at 7+ and finish work at 530 to 6pm so . yup have nto seen the sun for so long



oh yea i was really happy to see my beloved ivp friends again,.. although they claim i pang seh la,, actually i didnt, its because i just dischage from the hostpial due to food poisoning, guess they are quite blur understanding the pain i'm going through.. stupid nurse, dunno how to jab, jab me like a guinea pig, ROAR! =P

wow i really regret missing the pulau ubin trip, argued with my mom over this, cos i heard u need a passport to enter? SHE HIDE IT... bt i dare not tell them my mom dont let me go because afraid they will say, wah lao michelle 21 years old already still so controlled... cannot make it la.. iknowi miss out alot of fun, seeing their blog and friendster full of happy moments pictures. and i just miss all the fun all over again.... glad i'm not forgotten but i really wanna build more memories with them before i graduate from poly.. they are the best bunch of gruop ever! really! the past was painful... i dono why but treat it as i'm "sway".

u knw the gang to me are just like a kite.... and i'm not letting them go, cos if i accidentally let it go, the whole gang will be flying away happily and not returning back...


okok u are right, i'm bullshitting around... WORK IS BORING.. and i'm doing the same thing for a month already... so yup yup sort of finish with my work and pretend to be hardworking for now... hmm let me see what did i miss out? *ponders*


alrighty!! if you all are hanging out ice skating again, PLS CALL ME, and make sure it's on a weekend, so hat i can join you all... yeah!!!


all the best in your upcoming trainings ahead, continue to work hard.. !




when is this scar going to fade away...
when will the problems be solved..?
will i be able to smile again..?

the optimist route = live with it and remember wonderful memories

the pessimist route = death.



peace!!

MicH

11:29 PM
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