Wednesday, April 12, 2006
hah at work again.. hmmm let me see
oh yea!! been bombing quite a few friends' blogger and testimonial.. muahahahha sadis me
and yea yea! i've offically told mr thomas tan that the new captain will be Sally! i'm proud of them yup yup!!!
hmmm pulau ubin no need passport?! oh man! the deception!! the betrayal!! i should have gone!! means i can smuggle myself out there!! aiyahhhhh! oh well
li ling! maggie! training is gd for you! muahaha nt like me become some couch potato, cannot join you guys ... when sch starts are you all training in sch??? cos oops i better ask mr thomas tan which day the court is booked for us, OH NO!! dumb teacher everything always i have to take the initiative to find out.. erm anybody going for the sat badminton ? gotta need you all to be spy and pull them in.. and yes! do smth to the board to show tat ivp badminton is alive? haha! the fate of ivp team lies in your hands already =)
hmm felt pressurize last night.. cos my dad is jobless for 2 mths and my mom is supporting the family..i still dare not ask her how is the scanning ,, she been realli moody and keep scolding me out of the blue. wish i could say is menopause bt i feel pretty helpless.. major or minor prob is still a prob which every human being has to go through right? so yup yup feeling pretty emotional,, if i ever nv think before i speak , pls forgive me.. pretending to be happy is a tough thing to do nw for me.. she yelled at me saying not to spend so much money on unecesary stuffs but the thing is , i was actually saving, i hide my money somewhere else.. and i tried to starve so that i can save these money for her.. she just dnot appreciate wat i do... all she sees me as someone who spends uneccessary and spend on ppl bt nv thought of saving.. that is wrong wrong wrong!!!! bt i cant blame her, she is going through alot of pressure,
my dad is such a bum. cant he at least go for a temp job? at least there are income in the family, he king ar? asshole.. STOP SMOKING AND DRINKING LA ... get a life!! all you do is pressurize mom with all the bills... gd for nth !! trying is not gd enough ok.. all you do is make the house in a mess and find fault with everybody.. SELF pity.. !! then wat about me?? u think you are the onli one with the problem? it's because of YOU YOU YOU ! i get all the pressure cos i'm the only kid... i tried so hard to do things to make you all feel better in the end get shot in return..wats the use ? pointless!!
what can i do to tell you all that i love you. i love mom, dad, bro, grandma... but stop scolding me stop pressurizing me, stop finding fault with me!!!! just stop!!!
it's driving me crazy...!!!
Cheers
MicH
