Wednesday, May 17, 2006
troubled this morning because my hero was really moody the whole day..
it's scary.. but i dun blame him. at least i know the cause of it.. but sad to say
i don't know how to make him feel better..
what will you do when your love one/(for those who are single.. closest friend) is feeling extremly down?
leave him/her alone until he/she make the first move?
try to tell him/her that it's life and everybody faces it so they are not alone?
or.. life's a bitch.. live with it?
ran out of options.. i'm afraid to make matters worse..
bt i do not want this situation to become a quicksand..
you struggle, you sink.. you dont do anything, you will still sink..
sux.. i'm feeling so helpless now.
today's mood = afraid
MicH
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
okay!! for the first time after 21 years, i actually went gu gu gaga over one particular toy.. well, my hero also went gugu gaga over it...
i've never been so addicted to such a character before....
my bf and i are those who never never ever! crave, wish, hope, for anything when birthday comes, or christmas is around the corner.. or when some ppl would want a roxy bag, a cool leather wallet, or maybe a pair of branded shoes..
here goes~ ! THE ONE. AND ONLY!
GIZMO GREMLIN!!!1 AHHHHH SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can dance and sing somemore
CUTER THAN MY CAT SIA! !!!!!
Monday, May 08, 2006
just realise , sally added me in np badminton blog.. lol
yesterday was actually a great day for me, cos i met up two of my bao beis, one is of course my hero, and the other is my beloved ivp juniors! i'm so happy to receive such a warm welcome by them.. though its a few mths , i feel like it's really a long long long timeee!! however, both of the ones i care for, are upset, my guy is upset and moody lately cos of his stress lvl.. my teamates are feeling upset due to inferior complex... i mean whoa??
felt helpless , seeing them trying hard to smile but i know they are feeling demoralise, both my hero and my teamates... if only they know .....i'm so proud of them.. karen caledl me big mama lar! shouldnt be mama, i feel so old hearing that.. i accept the word da jie, but u give tt title to sally.. lol! *roar!* well.. i'm happy to be junsing's gf . i'm happy to be captain of my team.. feel so warmth being with them.. okok you might find me mushy but it's the T.R.U.T.H , i shall find you all nxt monday for training... muahahahaha
anyway please stay strong! remember? united we stand, divided we fall... dont we have wonderful times together? gone through physical, footwork, matches, the emotional times, the physical times, i wonder why mag, liling, karen, ESP tt liling, wanna have ivp rejects, THEREI S NO SUCH THING AS REJECTS, i shall say it once and i shall say it again... it's thanks to everybody, ivy,karen, liling, maggie,sally, selene,weiyu,xinyi, xiuying. that the badminton team grew.. i believe the year 1s respect everyone of you. have faith please...
without you all, ngee ann ivp girls wont made it so far.please be positive, tt you represented sch and brought glory.. and we had fun right?? you are their seniors leh, nt old.. if you say you are old, then i wat ? one foot in the gravee... it's not as if you all nv represent sch before then year 1s come in carefare and take your place..
look at the medal . it's proof... solid proof. that each one of our efforts are in it. our sweat, our pain, the physical torture we had to go through, the journey to go to amk sec just to improve, "okok the fun part of hitting white tape is also fun right"? TYCOLOGY!! :D .. no battle of opposite sex, guys support girls durig ivp match against nanyang?
the team when i was year one, was NEVER like this... its every man for himself... total bull... T_T
admit the fact my dear friends, all of you are good , we are just playful tts why u dont see the
'star' quality in you.. i see them in everyone of you yesterday.. and i'm not being bias.. so what if the year ones are better than you? you are still their senior and through our hard work we made it from 2nd last to joint 3rd. ^_^
dont give up on your passion, it's not abt the competition anymore
for now, it's the company and who we are with... imagine if maggie dnt go, will selene turn up?(sorry to use you as an example..) selene and maggie are a pair of chopsticks. cannot seperate them. :P anyway.. what if liling dont turn up? will karen have someone to tease and play with?
what about if sally dont turn up? when sally dont turn up, i am having attachment, whats going to happen? you all will have to guide (BY DEFAULT muahahaha ) our jrs and shall form the strong team...
if you all are lousy.. why is
quan long having such a bad headache?? ,
do u know.. if all of you graduate, ngee ann ivp girls will fall??? it's a very very big worry,.. unaware right? tt was the discussion we had, i'm not sure if i am suppose to say bt i will say this... yes maybe there are some year ones might be pro, look pro,not so pro but you also think they are pro...(get what i mean can already) and whateverrrrrr :P but,
if they have a bad attitude like jaclyn, how?? will the team survive???it is because of the strong bond we have with one another tts why we made it this far.. i'm worried abt freshies fitting in though.. i actually do like the year ones~ i'm pretty embarrass for not introducing myself to them..anyway that i besides the point..the thing is , i'm just looking at the worst case scenerio, of course i want the best for all of you :)... i love my teamates, all of you are just like my lil adorable sisters..
jia you!!!!!!!! =D
PS: and as for my boyfriend chua jun sing, i think i nag at you enough le muahahaha long story short, i love you :)
MicH
oh btw i might bull alot when i try to encourage, but it's out of gd intention.. must wake you all up abit.. haha
