Monday, June 26, 2006

wasuuuuppppppppppp!!!!!!


happy happy!!!!!!!!! get to meet my beloved juniors!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

maggie and karen look so adorable today!! :X karen cheer up! you are doing great!! jia you!

hmmm where was i, oh ya! had training, omg, i overdrive nia!! playing games, suppose to base, i smash, suppose to lift i net, sorry woh!!

and ahhhh time was so short! i couldnt get the chance to have a hearty chat with all of you.. everybody in badminton has a cloudy rain on top of their face...

projects must be really shitty to you , especially deadlines huh, dun worry! badminton is fun right??? haha selene and maggie, throughout the game, we all cant stop laughing... !


bloody tyco! but tyco = skill!!! gd gd!!! must continue to be like tt, except for the laughing,, lol!!!


oh yes i got love bite from mun whye for smashing my forehead and almost go unconsious, THANK YOU ARRR all so sweet! i think i have a homing auto aim device somewhere, recently , i can name all the ppl who have hit me with the shuttle through the trainings

top 3 girls who give me love bite with the shuttle

SALLY NUMBER1 = ALWAYS smash my neck there.. i will shy one!
Selene number 2 =! dono what happen, like to aim my head and ahem chest
3rd, LILING = always aim head.. dono why... like testing whether hollow or nt and when she serves. AIYOYO, can also aim my head. DONO HOW sia lol!! jk relx! fun fun!
IVY! = this one funnny, my partner but when she smash, not over the net, aim my butt
Karen = also another one, partner aim partner.. will sad one u know..

the best is maggie la, so far i cant remember if she ever hit me or not
bt the rest I REMEMBER!!! lol

bt i had fun really! :) you all must mix mix chit chat with juniors, then make the whole team more happening okokk?? the fate of ivp rest in ur hands. muahahaha

i kee siao already, nothing to do at work.. writing rubbish

Cheers~!!!


MicH

7:30 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

oh no, i'm feeling so so tired by just looking at the com
but the good news is i get to upload all the photos that it has been dragging
for weeks and weeks!

and yes! photos of the time i took part in 8 ball pool competition

sia la, i feel bad yesterday, cus i didnt go to church at 1030 when i'm suppose to
i think it was really god's ans when he actually wake me up so early when i slept late like 4am cos i couldnt slp? and yet i still have the energy to get up
ON A SUNDAY omg!!


laming around as usual every week, squeezing my brain juice to think of how to elaborate in my weekly report and i been doing the same bloody old thing for weeks week weeks.


life's a bore, slacking is a chore, whatever.....

badminton tonight!! i hope i wouldnt be feeling so sleepy training...
yawn...


whatever i do, i'm nv good enough.. so when "enough"?




MicH

7:43 PM
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

disclaimer?

[whatever i'm going to say now is going to be a bunch of crap.
because i'm bored at work and i have to pretend i'm doing something
i'm not lecturing, i'm not waking anybody up.
i'm just killing time.

if you find my words rather offensive. i apologise.
i'm just being me. ]




Here goes,

went to a friend's blog

saw the blog full of hatred and despair, and i'm here thinking wth? and to think last night i had the thought of humans are never satisfied..

saw another one, also in despair, feeling inferior.. and sia la,. i thought i should be the troubled one..


remember friends. you are who you are.. live with it.. better thank god you have a shelter on top of your head. food on the table, friends and family who loves you.

but what can i say? i'm human too.. and we are born in such a way we are never satisfieddddddddd


as my mom says. we are born in this world to face crap like this..
it's all pre-planned whether you like it or not.

i'm 21 years old.. i should get used to all the shit here.



i kept this for very long and i am going to vent it out.


i'm tired of the word.. "I SHOULDNT HAVE"

I'm VERY Sick of that phase


eg:

i shouldn't have bought these stuffs

i shouldn't have done that

i shouldn't been born

i shouldn't have come to ngee ann

i shouldn't have played too much

i shouldn't have work in attachment

i shouldn't have eat this

i shouldn't have waste my time



and all will reply me back this same word

WHAT DO YOU KNOW? YOU AINT ME .

well you are right ! i aint you, but for heaven sake, there is a certain limit when comes to pity.


i'll be there for someone who at least TRY to do something about it.

i wont give a SHIT to those who does nth but brag how sucky their life is.. because it's bloody obvious that life sux. so quit acting like a retard and blaming the world. it's pathetic..

ESPECIALLY YOU DAD !!!





ahhh i feel so much better already


MicH

11:41 PM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand

done my work for this week. cannot beleve i'm still alive.
one more day! and i can reformat my lap top officially!

running out of ideas what to write in my weekly report because everyday i'm doing the same thing which are so bloody time consuming.

and yes! Last weekend we came in 2nd for 8 ball pool chartered competition
the story is rather ironic though. because i am suppose to be a reserve and i end up helping other opponents in their team and lead them to semi finals, i felt good though .. intially i was really disappointed because i want to be in the team and due to draw lots , i become reserve.

but who cares! still kick asses!!!

i admit, i kind of miss church. have not enter there for very very long..
what to do, nobody call me to go back.. i'm just waiting for God's sign to tell me i'm needed in church and i will commit myself again..

not that i should volunteerly help la, the thing is, i dunno which committee needs my help.. eg: look at choir.. sing so well, so organise.. i go there onli make things worse..

cat class? forget it ! i'll teach the ppl wrong things instead.
ssvp? hai, mommy also dun want to help due to our own family probs.. cos she has this believe..

cant even save ourselves how to save others..


i only know one thing that i miss

i miss my passion for music, i'm playing the piano again...
soon! soon!



i know there are some wondering what is project 626.. I aint telling!!
if it's a sucess, then i'll tell. cus the thign is..
the labour is very very very very time consuming, dun know whether it'll look nice


but stay tune!


well, thats the only interesting thing that has happen throughout this week.

ah! so close to the pool cue!! stupid nationals, have so many cue still want to be so greedy.

will upload the photos in friendster once i get the pictures. =)

POOL NOOBS!! :D

11:17 PM
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

alright! a more decent blogskin so that you all dont have to strain your eyes heh heh

someone lorrrr complain say so gross :P anyway, today going to have a great time! training pool for the competition on sat.. i wonder whether i end up being reserve cos i'm a girl.. well, better not pin high hopes too right?

cant wait for my lap top to finish downloading animation so that i can go reformat them .. or else my external hard disk drive become a white elephant..

lets see how many animations i have
i have -


Bleach - whole episode

Naruto

Kanon

Mahoraba

Fruits Basket

Tsubasa Chronicles

Ichigo 100%

Black Cat

Love Hina

Yakitate Japan

My Hime

Nanoha part 1

Nanoha lyrical A

Mahou Sensei Negima

Canvas 2

DearS

Journey to the west

Louie the Rune Soldier



and the list goes on.. i cant wait to watch Da Capo and Girls Bravo

although my hero like to say it is cartoon , hey hey it's ANIMATION . lol and it's a funny one! cant stop laughing! stress relieving :)


i need some rpg games to play.. any reccomendations ?? i think i have quit maple 100 percent , sick and tired of competiting. Maybei should go back to gunbound and trash the ah bengs and lians.. muahahah!!~



looking forward to meet my beloved ivp jrs! :) when is it ar? nobody update me lol


MicH

6:09 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

bad bad bad.. BAD!! vomited out my dinner again last night.. wow seem like a routine lately.. NOT! :P well, gd news i did nt eat spring rolls , the bad news, i have stiff neck and my whole back hurts like **** maggie ar i think i worse than you sia.. you train get aches, i nv train also can get aches. What are the odds sia,

ok lar suppose to go see doctor.. but then no point sia, i got alot alot of work to do. although it seems pretty easy to clear to the extend i can still go online and complain..

bt of course that is not the point.. the point is... it's BORING.. can you imagine reading nothing but datas for 9 hours? numbers and numbers... the same boring numbers for 3 mths.. woooOoOOOo their fonts are like font 7? in microsoft words? liao larr!

wish me luck in suriving the whole day in one piece ..



wow complaining so much in the morning.. i am getting the hang of it..
nevertheless, still being pushed around to do sai kang work.. bt oh well tats why i'm a TEMP..!

what do you think i'm lack of ar??
i slp at 12 am - wake up at 6, = tired.. (ok make sense cos i lack of slp)
i slp at 9pm - wake up at 630am = STILL TIRED ( how come still no improvement)

jia lat...

let's see.. tts my entry from 630am = 8pm entry


ha ha ha ha ha


remember ppl. SLACK is a CHORE :P


PS: man i cant stand ppl throwing to me last min things and ask me to create a miracle...


oh yea,, enjoy study while you can man.. or else welcome to the old bird club.. .you all one more year to go wohh *psycho psycho* then we can create
www.exnpbadminton.blogspot.com MUAHAHAHAHAHH :X

5:10 PM
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Monday, June 12, 2006

feeling really sian. getting sick of pleasing everybody .. then who is going to please me? wat the hell sia.. sickening life right?

for the better or for the worse, i end up being a door mat forever accomodating here and there, they think i'm some dumb robot with no feelings hey what the hell even machines need to change battery you know..you dumb mud..

almost almost almoooostt had gastric. vomited my dinner last night cos of overdosage of water, mom almost drown me with water water water, oh yea educational tip.. water is the best way to gain weight and lose weight. becauseeeeeee 1 litre of water = 1kg :X *BEEEP* LAME :X


ate 3 SPRING ROLLS TODAY liao lar!! RoaR!!!! got addicted, i need a sign to prevent me from eating that.. omg omg omgggg sinful food! mercy arr! must stop eating thats my sign... i quit the habt of drinking coffee , curry puff, instant noodles. very quickly. spring rolls very hard leh... nvm nvm i aim, from now onwards no more spring rolls, breakfast what so ever for me!!

water water water water... water waterrrrrrrrrrrrr !


skipping dinner anyway cos i'm damn shag from work.. i always act tough saying work is easy but i end up crawling towards the door and scream MOMMY!!!!!!

B.U.M B.U.M B.U.M



MicH

11:36 PM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand

Sunday, June 11, 2006

well well well.. i should get this updated regularly ya?
thanks selene for giving me a wake up call and got me out of the demoralising stage...

and thanks to jun sing, ivy, karen for hearing me out.. ya i cant keep it in all these bull forever..
anyway that emotional barrier is gone now(sort of) , i should be back on my feet again .

thanks liling for caring too.. though i know you too have your own problems to handle.. may the tycology be with you.. *snigger*

work is a bore man! even you all are now training until your lungs are coming out of ur throat you all are having right? i'm like pa toring with the office computer lor,, i see it, it see me, for 9 hours.... ROAR.!!


IVY, MAGGIE you two shall be my reporter regarding world cup!!mwahahahah!!! hai what to do mommy dont let me stay up late at night, i'm like a beef cake la! slp at 830pm everynight lately...

let's see, blabbering alot of nonsense here, oh yar basically nth nasty happen, going to have a 8 ball pool competition at lavender . Company event.. so yea yawn yawn, can you imagine? 830AM to 11PM tats like almost 15 hours?!! woo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lucky my hero there to entertain me or else i'll be a corspe.

badminton badminton badminton tycology! remember girls, AIM WHITE TAPE! lol!!! white line also can! tyco is a heathly way of playing.. ^-^


ps:I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO EAT LILING'S CHOCOLATE MASHMELLOW AND IVY'S COOKING


HINT HINT... faster!!! feed me!! :P


MicH

11:29 PM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand

Monday, June 05, 2006

hey friends,
reason why i have nt been blogging much is because, i've been trying to figure out how to express my true feelings without much vulgarity, so it's been going through alot alot of censorship
if i were to be too vulgar , quite a few of my other friends will find me very crude.. but then again who cares right?
so i'm trying to do something stupid now.. replacing the word Fuck with the word PUPPY..

ok here goes,



stupid puppy, who does not know how to shut the puppy up all that puppy do is just is just say, i trying my best lar, realli~! i go through so many interviews, sure get job lar..
stupid mother puppy, onli noe how to upset mom with his puppy character, cos of his puppy attitude .Drink , smoke, show tantrum like some puppy. bloody hell.. get a puppy job lar, low salary also nvm, at least i dont see your puppy ass in the house, and create the house a havoc, stupid puppy keep hitting my brother, my brother did nth lor! just because my brohter is not normal you mther puppy take advantage of him, then all you do is make my mommy pay all the bills. you pathetic piece of shit...when mom is sick with cancer, your puppy ass is in america and can even dare to have the puppy cheek you come back later than usual, knowing mom go to op.. tmd You pest + unwanted sewage+ chimey... get the puppy out of my sight! i strongly detest you!!! i'm ashamed to be your daughter. cos you make me half a puppy.



MicH

7:08 PM
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