Tuesday, June 20, 2006

disclaimer?

[whatever i'm going to say now is going to be a bunch of crap.
because i'm bored at work and i have to pretend i'm doing something
i'm not lecturing, i'm not waking anybody up.
i'm just killing time.

if you find my words rather offensive. i apologise.
i'm just being me. ]




Here goes,

went to a friend's blog

saw the blog full of hatred and despair, and i'm here thinking wth? and to think last night i had the thought of humans are never satisfied..

saw another one, also in despair, feeling inferior.. and sia la,. i thought i should be the troubled one..


remember friends. you are who you are.. live with it.. better thank god you have a shelter on top of your head. food on the table, friends and family who loves you.

but what can i say? i'm human too.. and we are born in such a way we are never satisfieddddddddd


as my mom says. we are born in this world to face crap like this..
it's all pre-planned whether you like it or not.

i'm 21 years old.. i should get used to all the shit here.



i kept this for very long and i am going to vent it out.


i'm tired of the word.. "I SHOULDNT HAVE"

I'm VERY Sick of that phase


eg:

i shouldn't have bought these stuffs

i shouldn't have done that

i shouldn't been born

i shouldn't have come to ngee ann

i shouldn't have played too much

i shouldn't have work in attachment

i shouldn't have eat this

i shouldn't have waste my time



and all will reply me back this same word

WHAT DO YOU KNOW? YOU AINT ME .

well you are right ! i aint you, but for heaven sake, there is a certain limit when comes to pity.


i'll be there for someone who at least TRY to do something about it.

i wont give a SHIT to those who does nth but brag how sucky their life is.. because it's bloody obvious that life sux. so quit acting like a retard and blaming the world. it's pathetic..

ESPECIALLY YOU DAD !!!





ahhh i feel so much better already


MicH

11:41 PM
my thoughts ; nobody will understand